When you said something is clearly bothering you
It was as if you’d just read my mind
I said it’s nothing which of course was entirely untrue
But I was terrified that you would find
That I’ve been using you
All this time
And it’s not that I don’t adore you
Because I do
But I’ve realized
That I don’t think I
Am ever gonna leave my girlfriend
For you
And when you entered
Your number into my phone
I knew right then that I would never call
I was going through the motions
Which I’d never usually have done
But you were safely trapped behind the wall
I’ve been using you
All this time
And it’s not that I don’t adore you
Because I do
But I’ve realized
That I don’t think I
Am ever gonna leave my girlfriend
For you
I’m never gonna leave my girlfriend for you