caught like a deer in the headlights
gloom-beam shines ever so brigh
thit me, tell me you need me
starvation, promise to feed me
make me into a mountain
climb me, stab me with your flag
let go, why can’t you let go?
i don’t care, i don’t ask, i don’t know
i hope they never find me
this road’s finally unwinding
i escaped just like a master
you beg slow i keep going faster
it’s not too late for something new
my mind’s been stuck like bugs on glue
and you’re so far away from me
stop coming in my fantasies
stop invading my angry head
and maybe i will leave my bed
again, and fight to understand
it’s not a fall if you don’t land
i was dumb, so young and naive
you said that i was just brave
courage don’t come that easy
i paid for it up front and foot down
haunt me with high wires and dark eyes
hold me with arms that i despise
forming into a monster
i rummage through your heart’s dumpster
i hope they never find me
this road’s finally unwinding
i escaped just like a bastard
you beg slow i keep going faster
on your adventures think of me
i’ll think of you when thoughts run free
to chase those wicked butterflies
through fields of wonder and surprise
a dark cloud hovers just beyond
the trees in black oblivions
look closely you will find me there
don’t get to close it’s lame to care
it’s not too late you know that’s true
my mind’s been stuck like bugs on glue
and you’re so far away from me
stop coming in my fantasies
stop invading my angry head
and maybe i will leave my bed
again, and fight to understand
it’s not a fall if you don’t land
my mind’s been stuck like bugs on glue