How could I let this go
This thorn stuck deep in my side
A feverish chill befalls me
A sickening thought occurs
What if this torture
Is what I deserve
How could have I expected this
This cosmic depressive divide
How could have I expected this
And I’ve watched my life
Through bloodshot eyes
And I’ve felt the pain
Run down my spine
And I’ve had regret
Consume my mind
A part of me that I’ll never get back
Is this how I should feel
Alone in myself
You were so much a part of me
I loved you more than myself
And this love leaves me hopeless
And your memory leaves me breathless
Your memory leaves me breathless
Your memory leaves me
My best friend left me because of my mental health issues. He needed a break from them and it hurts me so much. I listen to this song a lot, because the lyrics really feel relatable to me. I miss him so much. Seriously, he was so much a part of myself and I absolutely did love him more than myself.