Lyrics
I’m so tired of fallin'
If this Tylenol could, numb the pain or (ex the strength) but a fire arm would
I got a friend who survived a shot
suicide, humans die, say good bye then say Hi to God,
She said a prayer ‘fore she pulled the trigger,
Lord if it be your will, I apologize (I swear) so please forgive me,
and then the hammer clicked
the devil and his demons laugh entertainment like their staring through a
camera lense
She’s on a doctors table operatin'
She said that when she left the body nurses screamin' like they lost a patient
and she woke up in hell so goes the tale
and it was hotter than the barrel of the gun that she shot her face wit'
and to make thing even worse,
she can hear herself falling, while they’re calling out a name that wasn’t even
hers.
and she’s like dang I’m dying
and no one even knows my name, what a shame that I am
like an insane asylum
and when they tie me to this bed and stitch my face together
my names a waste of letters, colder then a late December
That’s when she heard God say, I did not forget you
I know your name and I would twice hang on that cross to get you
and those scars on your face that I’ma leave you wit'
are there to remind you, that from this day it’s for me you live.
and her story is so bitter sweet
‘cuz I know if God can deliver her, then surely he’ll deliver me:
I’m sitting in my room and I wonder what it is that you see when you look at
me
if this how it ends I don’t want to pretend like Im something that I’ll never be
Lord pick me up cause I don’t want to fall again
save me save me from this prison in my head.: verse2:
So there’s no one else to blame or point the fingers at
if life’s a sad sad song then where the singers at
Love just flies away, I guess that’s why these artist
always seem to draw the red heart with the wings attached
life is short time is borrowed like the tweaker who just never brought my
speakers back
mr deacon please don’t put me where the preacher sat
cause I don’t own a suit, and i just mite stain your carpet
cause lately to be honest, all this dirt I’m walking in has turned my sneakers
black
my wife’s the best of me, and I’m the weaker half
if life’s a recipe, I’m sick of eatin' that
become the death of me, I’ll rest in peace, it’s pure ecstasy so let it be
put that on everything that Jesus has
but thou shall not swear, so my words are locked there in a freezer bag
they just melt away talk is cheap can’t afford the price if there is hell to pay
so I’m feeling kind of nervous and my stomachs turning at the dinner table like
I’m hoping someone else can pray
all my selfish ways, I’ve been caught red handed
like the kid who stuck his finger inside a birthday cake: verse3:
yeah, kids look up to me
its like they think I’m perfect, see I’m drowning sick and barely breathing
trying to reach the surface
they say my songs speak to 'em like I’m preaching sermons
and the pastor at his church sounds like he’s speakin' German
but I just wonder if he knows that I got problems of my own
and I’m following this road but I ain’t perfect neither
that’s why I need God
his grace keeps me from flipping out on my wife and packing my bags tonight to
leave her
and trust me I done thought about it
and not one homey was around that I can call on like «dawg I’m drowning»
they just left drinking oceans trying to swallow mountains
walking a tight rope during an earth quake I’m all off balance
but I’m convinced that He was there, when no one was
Satan gives the evil stare, but Romans 1
says I am not ashamed
and I am NOT ashamed
so even when it’s all over I still overcome: